Kiss me just once again and I'll be on my way Beach Towel

Beach Towel

Kiss me just once again and I'll be on my way

by LocustGirl

Lay out like a pro with this super comfy, oversized and unique artist-designed Beach Towel. The soft polyester-microfiber front and cotton terry back are perfect for, well, drying your front and back. This design is also available as a bath and hand towel. Machine washable. Towel Dimensions: 74"x37"


I gave you my heart, my mind, my body and my soul...
I jumped through my own flamed hoops.
I forced myself to bed the metal bars of the cage I placed myself within.
Mentally I told myself I would love you, with every ounce of me, in all that ways that terrified me.
For 11 days we experienced bliss unlike any other. That place in time put movies and novels to shame.
The 40 days where you had to leave something happened in my mind, I started placing bricks and mortar around my heart without even trying.
I was in flight or fight mode so severely that I blocked you from my memory.
When you did return I no longer recognized you, only your voice.
I remained in the fetal position while you tried your past and my disease erased you.
We planned a future together, we were best friends.
I will forever be sorry for my memory loss, I never meant to hurt you.
You see, I had been abused in every form were the first and only man to be real with me, willing and ready to take all the risks...
my past caught up with me and now I live with the heartache of unintentionally ruining such beauty.

Thank you for your forgiveness, thank you for understanding my past, thank you for your friendship♥

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Created in Corel X6, burning, layers, dodging

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